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it has been forever lj.... all i can say is, this has been my busiest semester of college. it is good though, i think i will get the best grades i have gotten in college this semester. i have also been talking to a girl lately and that makes me happy so honestly, everything is looking up hill!
more soon
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Jan. 10th, 2006 @ 10:49 am
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since yesterday was complete shit, i decided to start drinking heavily and decided to bring my camera to the party and almost lost it.. but i didnt so here is a video i taped of me and my friends
http://www.youtube.com/v/PxSj0OpSdIs
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Jan. 8th, 2006 @ 12:54 am
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so today was just a weird day for me. it started off bad and it just seemed to not go anywhere. last night was fun and i had to pay for it today. i felt horrible all day. but it was good when i went to the house and saw the pledges and went to gattitown with them. i then decided to go back home and take a nap and that never happened. i ended up playing corn hole with the guys then going out to eat with some people and they kept asking me if i was ok.. nothing was wrong i just felt like i had nothing to say. it just sucks when people think you are this crazy outgoing person all the time and one day you just dont feel like saying anything and they feel like something is on your mind and you are trying to get attention. it wasnt that at all.. i was just mentally not there. tonight i promised myself i wasnt going to drink and i ended up drinking a 1/4th of a beer. i couldnt do it. after last night, i just believed i needed a break.
i keep forgetting that in 3 days i start school again. my dad told me that if i dont get around a 3.0 its not gonna be good. he has been easy with me but has told me that there will be consequences this time so i really need to stop drinking so much and get my ass in gear. oh well im just typing. im off.
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Jan. 6th, 2006 @ 05:29 pm
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i just took the political test. and i thought this was awesome...
The life of one American is worth the lives of several foreigners.
yea.. and to update on the last few weeks, been drinking and i bought lizards
new years rocked and hanging out with holly family this weekend rocked.
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Jan. 6th, 2006 @ 05:28 pm
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1.What did you do in 2005 that you'd never done before?
shot a gun
2. Did you keep your New Year's resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
no i didnt keep them... and yes i will try to do make new ones and keep to them
3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
no
4. Did anyone close to you die?
no
5. What countries did you visit?
Canada
6. What would you like to have in 2006 that you lacked in 2005?
a 3.5
7. What date(s) from 2005 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
the day i broke up with satan, my sisters wedding, nascar
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
3.25
9. What was your biggest failure?
not standing up for myself
10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
no
13. Favorite purchase?
not really sure
12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
the people i finally got to know and love
13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
they knew who they are..
14. Where did most of your money go?
dvds and alchohol
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
random drinking nights with my close friends
16. What song will always remind you of 2005?
my humps, that fucking song is always in my head
17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
i. happier or sadder
i was happy at this time last year, but im more happy now because i know what happiness means to me now
ii. thinner or fatter?
fatter
iii. richer or poorer?
richer, thanks UK RESEARCH CENTER
18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
worked out
19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
bitch
20. How will you be spending Christmas?
i spent it with my family
22. Did you fall in love in 2005?
i thought i did
23. How many one-night stands?
who me?
24. What was your favorite TV program?
iron chef
25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
I didnt like them that much then and now i really dont like them at all
26. What was the best book you read?
Da Vinci Code
27. What was your greatest musical discovery?
toby keith
28. What did you want and get?
true friends
30. What was your favorite film of this year?
i saw a lot of movies and for some reason i just cant think of any
31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
21, passed out in 57 minutes
32.What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
not having a girlfriend
33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2005?
comfortable and not giving a shit
34. What kept you sane?
drinks
35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
jessica simpson
36. What political issue stirred you the most?
the pirates shooting at the cruise ship that was awesome
37. Who was the best new person you met?
no idea, most of them turned out not to be the BEST
38. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2005:
who gives a shit about life, laugh at it, dont regret cause otherwise you wont do anything
40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year:
"We dont give a damn, we dont give a fuck"
Jan. 3rd, 2006 @ 01:36 am
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Oh live journal, how ive missed you...
pretty much to sum up the last months.. didnt study, should have.. drank.. shouldnt have.. hung out with mike.. should have
this last week, went to DZ's formal with Michelle.. it was a lot of fun.. and the funny thing about it is.. the girls just asked mike and i as their date but it was as if we were the girls dates.. i liked it until everyone just disappeared but that might have been me being intoxicated
i hate my major... lets just hope next semester is better then it is now cause it really is horrible...
this whole past week mike and i have hung out.. pretty much the whole last month every day mike and i hang out.. we just like each others company and understand each other.. its fun and i enjoy it.. there is no drama at all.. no problems.. i needed a good friend like that.. it was good to get another friend that didnt live in my house so it could get a little different around here.. the same thing over and over would kill me...
well back to not sleeping and feeling bad cause i started drinking last night at midnight.. i really have a problem.. but im not gonna stop..
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Dec. 11th, 2005 @ 09:47 am
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it has been a while. well last week I studied all week and it blew and I still have one more exam this week but oh well not worried about it.
This Friday I am taking Meredith to my date party. For all of you who dont know she is practically my best friend so itll be fun.
This weekend I went to Keeneland twice. Once I went in, the other time I didnt even go in, the tailgate spot Perri was at was to sweet, so we just stayed there and drank all day. I didnt think I was that drunk until people told me later that day, conversations we had and I did not remember 4 hours later. Thats when you know you have a problem.
I have been messing around on our network at home and I have been taking all of Paul's music off of his computer. I realized I am going to get some good money after this project I am in so I am going to invest in a new ipod and sell my old one and have one that actually has music that people want to listen to, not my crazy shit.
well I am off to do some FIJI shit. rock on
CP
Oct. 17th, 2005 @ 06:10 pm
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so i got back from canada a while ago.. god it was sweet.. i had a hell of a time...
won 75 at the casino, had a good date.. it was just real fun.. the formal part didnt go as planned and that really pissed me off.. and i heard a lot more people were pissed about that too, but everyone seemed to enjoy the weekend... i heard a lot of compliments so im happy..
now i have two tests this week.. then a date party in 2 weeks with jenna and that will rock.. we have a lot of classes together and done a lot of group work together so it just seemed fun to do that.. and meredith just asked me to her date party so ive got a pretty filled 3 weeks.. it will be 5 weeks of having dates.. fun..
im a pirate
Oct. 9th, 2005 @ 10:03 pm
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sorry live journal. it has been a very long time since I have updated you.
well right now I am in Louisville. I have an appointment tommorow but I came in today to hang out with the family and go to PF Changs. God that place is good.
over the last few weeks I have noticed I just dont care about things anymore. I have just become real easy and nothing really bothers me anymore. If there is any drama around me, for some reason I just dont get involved and I feel great.
I a finally doing things in my major that I love. Last week I directed and edited a mini video to show in our class and I loved that. That is why i joined this major and it made me feel that i made the right choice.
in the past ive made some dumb choices and lately all the right answers have come back to me and I am glad to know i have learned from my mistakes and i am just real happy. school is going ok. i just need to get my shit together with my studies a little more. i just find it odd that my higher level classes are so much easier than my 100 level classes. oh well.
usually i would go out tonight but since I am in louisville I didnt. Roll in the hay was last weekend and that was a great success. alot of people thanked me for setting it up this year and it felt good to hear that. and formal is this week and i just cant wait. i am just glad i have proved to myself that i can do these things. and apparently i have also proved the chapter i can take on big things because they selected me to be next semesters pledge ed. i am real excited about it and I know it is going to be a hard job but I think I will be fine.
i am talking to holly right now and she wanted me to say something about her. Well HOLLY I LOVE YOU
well rock on.
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Oct. 4th, 2005 @ 09:17 pm
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so i was trying to sleep and i woke up to someone calling me. scared the shit out of me and now i cant sleep.
this weekend was fun. i was told thursday when i came home from avio that i was the drunkest my friends have ever seen me. everything i said made no sense, i fell a few times. and i still had a hang over till the next day around 7 at night.
on friday i went to the uk soccer game with mike, tyler, bobby and kopp. kopp and i were the only sober guys but it was so worth it. at half time tyler and bobby got into a Fear Factor contest. they had to eat spam, filled with yogurt and topped with thousand island and snickers.. it was so funny. tyler puked everywhere and bobby walked away with 40 bucks to kroger. later that night perri and i just stayed up and watched crash. it was such a weird night. i drove drunk people around, jeff called me telling me to take him to the hospital because he broke his wrist and when i got to his house he told me to go home. and later that night when i went to bed, a cop rang our doorbell at 4:30 in the morning telling me that a drunk driver hit my car. it was the weirdest night ever. my car is fine, but the bumper is fucked up. i ended up only getting 3 hours of sleep but i got up and headed to the tailgate.
at the tailgate i started drinking a lot. i had to.. we were running out the football team. my brother in law showed up with his friends and i hung out with them and it was just a great time. the whole UK band came over and played for us. it was just awesome. before we ran on the team Chaos got on this headset and started talking to the directors of the game telling them he had a camera and was in the locker room. it was so damn funny. eventually it led to us running out the team and i dont remember much of the game but i got home and passed out. i woke up and started drinking whiskey with the guys and it was kind of like the first time we all sat around each other and drank. that never happens around here and i enjoyed it.
today was a boring but succesful day. i went to host study hours. ate qdoba and played xbox and watched the nascar race with chris muryn. i didnt do shit today but its cool. i am gonna go try to sleep now. tommorow i am getting up early and going to the clinic with mike. we are going to see if we are eligable for getting the small pox virus. if i am I am getting myself 750 dollars. then after that I am heading to the library to work with my tel group on a project. tommorow is going to be an important day. rock out.
Sep. 25th, 2005 @ 11:24 pm
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so last night was just fucking awesome. i went to avio with mike, lindsey, kopp and kate. the same old group. it was a blast though. i told everyone when i was walking there that i did not want to be able to walk home. well i did walk home but when i walked in my house, vance had to help me becaues he said i couldnt stand up. SUCCESS!
Also, do you have watch a movie that you thought was the coolest fucking thing ever in grade school and now when you watch it.. it is just a major disappointment? well that happened to me today. I was at meijer and I saw this movie for 4 dollars. I mean this movie was my entertainment after school. BUFFY THE VAMPIRE SLAYER staring Kristy Swanson. This movie was the shit. Well not anymore. I realized how bad the actors, that there was no plot and it was just fucking stupid. Oh well, 4 dollars isnt bad, but I was just surprised at how bad it really is.
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Sep. 23rd, 2005 @ 03:45 pm
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so today i finished my exams for the week. i was sure that would be it, but wait i was informed by one of classmates that I have two tests on wednesday coming up!! YARRRRR It just blows. But oh well I am prepared for a wonderful night as well as an amazing weekend. I am very excited about it. I suppose Mike and I are going to Avio again tonight. I love going there on thursday. I use to hate it but now I am really starting to just like that setting. It is fun and fast. I dont get that much with the other bars so its good to get a different taste once in a while.
Ive decided that I am going to the clinic on monday to check out this small pox test they have going there. Usually I dont do shit like this, and I have always known about the money. But I know about 5 people that are doing it or going to do it. And the people that are doing it say that they have had no problems yet and are just recieving 700 dollars for it. One of our graduates explained to a few of us that the worst that can happen is get flu like symptoms for a day. The small pox vaccine they give you are dead anyways. It is just to see your reaction. So hell I think I am going to do it. Get some money in my pocket that can help pay for formal and our citation.
ROCK ON
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Sep. 22nd, 2005 @ 11:47 am
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i should feel accomplished but i dont. i have been studying for hours on end for two exams and i just dont feel that i am ready and proud of myself yet. i do kind of feel prepared and the only reason for that is the fact that i ran into my sister who is a freshman at the library. she is about to cry because she has two exams this week. it made me feel better about myself. i forgot the feeling of what it was like to be a freshman and think you had to study every damn thing in the book. i gave her a few pointers but she didnt really look like she was listening. she will eventually learn for herself.
today was national speak like a pirate day and that was cool. i really did not speak like a pirate at all but i wore my pirate cap and a shirt to show my pride. if you knew me or saw me you knew why i was wearing everything.
this week is greek week and i dont know if im really excited for it. the older i get i forget about how excited i was to go to these events when i was a pledge. i always thought if i didnt show up id let a brother down or something. now i just go sign in like its no big deal and leave. i dont know what it is but things just arent as fun as they use to be. except for last night. that was really the only rush i have felt since pledging. throwing balloons at people and other shit like that. it was just a lot of fun. maybe new events will start coming because that is what i want to see. i am tired of the same old greek shit because even if we win, no one on campus gives a shit. i am just waiting for this big gift to be coming to us if we win and there wont be.
oh well i dont even know what im bitching about, i am tired, i found a new date to formal. i need to put gas in my car. i have an exam tommorow. and thursday. so if i dont update you know what my next fwe days involve. also thursday.. avio! everyone be there, i will be getting tanked.
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Sep. 20th, 2005 @ 12:20 am
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so this weekend has been different from many others. I actually stayed sober most of it. Thursday night we went to Avio. It was Perri's birthday at midnight so when that time reached we both drank a lot of shots. I really did not think I was drunk till we got back home and tried to stay awake for the pizza to be delivered and we all passed out.
friday class sucked. there are like 250 people in my class and only 50 showed up. it was horrible. oh well. I stayed half of the time and left. RACE DAY. It was a lot of fun and we got in third. I had to quit though because it was getting to 3 in the morning and I had to be at the house at 9 to help set up for roll in the hay. I quit but Wes kept on playing and we got third which is nice. Right behind the two teams that were expected to go to third round. We were not expected to go that far.
saturday felt horrible at the beggining of the day. I get a phone call waking me up telling me to be at the house to leave. Iwell get there and we end up only getting 10 guys to help us on the farm. we drive for an hour and get out there and its ridiculous there is no way we can have Roll in the hay. But wait.. Kopp comes up with the idea of a bush hog. We find someone around the area and paid them 130 bucks and they clearned everything out for us. Roll in the hay is going to be the best year ever. Usually we go out on saturyda and hang out all day but I am gonna go out friday with Byron and some people and go hunting and fishing. do something different. it will be a lot of fun!
well i wish i could of slept in more. I only got 3 hours of sleep friday and i got alot last night but i have to go run study hours and i dont feel satisfied yet! ARRGGHH. Oh well.
CP
Sep. 18th, 2005 @ 11:21 am
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so today after class I met with the girl that i was taking to formal. I talked to her because I have some mental problems. I told her that she just reminds me to much of my ex girlfriend and that it wont work out. I hate it... I told myself last year that if I ever felt somewhat just a tiny bit of what I felt with my ex that I would call the whole thing off, be it friends, relationship, date.. I cant put myself through it again. It was straight hell. I know she thinks I am an asshole but I know I did what was right for me. I tried it out and it didnt go as planned. A lot of the time I never listen to myself and just bite the bullet but this time I had to agree with my conscience. I cant go back to hell, I enjoy life to much and none of my friends, the girl or me deserve it.
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Sep. 15th, 2005 @ 12:47 pm
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Last night was a wonderful night! I studied at the library for a little while then I remembered that FIJI had free tickets to Southland bowling. Well what do I do? Study and think about bowling? Or go bowling and not think about studying? Well I chose bowling. On the way there Mike and I told each other that we both really did not want to go. But we felt it was a free game and showing up is nice. We also mentioned that we were so happy we were not drinking because the night before was a little rough.
Well we get inside the bowling alley and get our shoes and start bowling. Mike and I just look around at all of the older folk having a beer and then I just said, "Mike we might as well have one beer, itll be on me." We both agreed that would be a good idea. But when we were drinking this beer Mike kept on talking about having a beer round and if the pledges got strikes him or I would buy beer. I was confident this was only a joke. But then Mike and the pledges did get strikes and he looks at me and says, GET ANOTHER BEER.. ITS A BEER ROUND. HE WASNT KIDDING..
Eventually the game ended and Mike and I were pretty excited about this game. So I asked if the pledges could move to another lane and we moved the only other 21 year old's on our lane, Parker and Q. We began the beer round and the first 3 frames, I got a strike, Q got a strike and so did Parker. Mike did not so he ended up buying 12 beers for everyone. Eventually it led to me not getting a strike and I had to buy a round for everyone. It came time that our sober driver wanted to leave so Mike and I came back to my house and he says, "want to go to two keys tonight?" HELL YES!! So we walked there drank more and I woke up in my bed today.
The reason I love to hang out with Mike Brown is because somehow I always have a plan action when I go out. But when I am with Mike Brown either this action is the exact opposite or is nothing like I planned. In the end.. I did not want to get drunk but who gives a shit. Well off to the library to study for my test tonight.
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Sep. 14th, 2005 @ 12:46 pm
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i saw a girl get hit by a car today right beside me. it was horrible. i cant even put words to how crazy it was. i just hope none of you have this experience. i just makes you realize how fortunate you are to be alive. lets just hope this girl is ok.
today was a good day. i pretty much hung out with gil the whole day. we went to lunch, i went to class, went back to the house met up with him and went to best buy. then coming back we played the nascar game he bought which is badass by the way. then went home finished my Tel 300 project and eventually it led to me going to applebees for abbeys bday. she turned 21 today so perri and i met up with everyone and we bought her a shot and drank one with her. i kept on sending text messages to liz. holly told me that she will probably think i like her. haha how funny. HOW FUNNY IS THAT URSO?? I KNOW YOU ARE READING THIS RIGHT NOW!! WHAT ARE YOU GONNA DO? it was a lot of fun and now i am here typing in this blog.
one thing that has bothered me lately is that i know its late and that i have a class at 930 in the morning but still i stay awake. i can not explain it. i am not tired right now but i know when that first class hits tommorow i will be like, why in the hell did i stay up so late? it happens every damn tuesday and thursday. i really do not know why i am bitching about this cause i know i will never do anything to fix it, oh well.
ROCK ON LEX VEGAS
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Sep. 13th, 2005 @ 12:30 am
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1. Of all the bands/artists in your cd/record collection, which one do you own the most albums by? korn
2. What was the last song you listened to? trapt - stand up
3. What's in your CD player right now? darkest hour
4. What song would you say sums you up? boom - ying yang twins haha
5. Who's your favorite local band? (intheclear) support the bro!
6. What was the last show you attended? (intheclear)
8. What's the shittiest band you've ever seen in concert? some band that played at the seaton center.. it was horrible
9. What band do you love musically but hate the members of? motley crue
10. What is the most musically involved you have ever been? i played piano, guitar and drums for a couple years.. but i sang and acted for like 10?
11. What show are you looking forward to? i want to see papa roach and cold this friday..
12. What is your favorite band shirt? i never buy any cause the bands dont sell smalls hardly ever
13. What musician would you like to hang out with for a day? andrew w.k.
14. What musician would you like to hump for a day? jessica simpson
15. Metal question-Jeans and Leather vs. Cracker Jack clothes? who cares, just rock out
16. Sabbath or solo Ozzy? ozzy
17. Commodores or solo Lionel Ritchie? ritchie
18. Blackjack or solo Michael Bolton? why am i the one that has to change my name? he is the one that sucks
18. The Eagles or solo Don Henley? toss up, dirty laundry was a hit!
19. The Police or solo Sting? the 5.0.
20. Doesn't emo suck? dont listen to it, dont care really
21. Name 5 flawless albums.
korn - self titled
michael jackson - thriller
weezer - blue
kid rock - devil without a cause
jay z - black album
22. Did you know that filling out this survey makes you a music geek? no it just means i have nothing to do
23. What was the greatest decade for music? any really. all you need is sex, drugs and the willingness to rock haha
24. How many music-related videos/dvds do you own? 3?
25. Do you like Journey? agreed
26. What is your favorite movie soundtrack? dazed and confused
27. What was your last musical "phase" before you wisened up? ive been in the same phase since ive born, i call it, MUSIC AND EVERYONE ELSE CALLS IT SHIT
28. What's the crappiest CD/record/etc you've ever bought? garbage.. haha what do you know.. i should have read the cover.
29. Do you prefer vinyl or Cd's? cd.. whoever says vinyl sucks. they are trying to be unique and who cares
30. What is your guilty pleasure CD? justin timberlake
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